May, 2008

blog 4 texting

Texting way better than talking.You won’t get yelled by the person on the phone for doing something els or just spacing out.You can also text at loud places like concerts, parties, or loud houses instead of trying to yell.On an average day I usually don’t text much.Thats because I don’t own a cell. I am on IM and e-mailing people alot.Its easier to text in school and not get caught, then it is to try to talk in school and try not to get caught.Its in cell phone advertisements.It is affecting our communication but in my openion not in a bad way just different take me for example i say IDK (I Don’t Know) and wadup all of the time.

blog 5 Back From The Past

I hadn’t heard from my mother since I was in the first grade. One day when I was in eighth grade on myspace, I got a message from a girl named Amanda. She told me my mom was trying to find my brother, sister, and me. Amana told me she was my mother’s boy friend’s daughter. Cautiously I gave her 21questions to see if she was just messing with me or telling the truth, after a while of being in denial I finally believed her, She gave me my mother’s number.
I called my grandma on my dad’s side of the family and told her the news. My grandma thought someone was messing with me, so she called the number. Latter my grand ma called me back and told me to call the number; it really is your mother. I had done as she said.
When my mother answered I started being rude. I asked her hurtful questions like how could she desert and just leave me, my brother, and even my sister. She started bawling. So me being the softy I am, said, don’t cry I shouldn’t have been so mean. She told me it wasn’t what I said, she was happy to hear from me, so I started being nice by telling her about my life and asking her about hers, Even though I was still mad for leaving us.
After I got off the phone I had so many mixed emotions. I was confused on why all of a sudden she wanted in my life. I was extremely angry that that I didn’t cuss her out like I wanted to. I was sad because my dad was in jail and I couldn’t tell him right then that she got a hold of me. At the same time I was happy she told me she would come up and see us next summer.